BUMPY RIDE

You saw me as a brother but I saw you as something else. I took it cool and saw you as my sister, it didn't matter to me whether you knew or not, or whether you had the same feelings for me or not, as long as we were close, that's all that mattered to me.
You asked me if I had feelings for you as something else, but I had promised myself to keep it for as long as I had to. I told you as a sister and you were happy. We kept the relationship as brother and sister until admitted you liked me. I also said that in return because I meant it. Not knowing it was all a joke.
I didn't know you had planned all this with your friends and I fell for it. I will never forget the day I saw you with another person and I broke into pieces. I asked you why and you told me you never had felt the same as I felt, that it was all a joke. I broke down, my heart broken, I felt ashamed, stupid, and kept asking myself why.
You left me in the place of pain, a never ending pain, that no one had escaped. I was mocked, laughed at, and felt very embarrassed. I felt lonely, and I wanted to end it all.
That was when things started to get better. I finally decided that, since there's no way of ending the pain, I had to let pain bow before me. And that is what I'm going to do, to let pain bow before me.
I have to fasten my seatbelt, because its going to be a *BUMPY RIDE*
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