The Lonely Stranger

I actually don't know why all these things are happening. At first, everything was just okay, then BOOM, it all turn around. I don't know how it all took a bad turn for me or why. Everything just changed and I don't know why. I sometimes think that this is all a sort of punishment for me, for all the mistakes I made. I wish it'll all just end for me to finally be free from this curse.

All I ever wanted was for someone to really understand me, to understand the things I'm going through, but it seems I try too hard. I just want to quit trying and move on, but I end up repeating the same thing. I just want to be like the lonely stranger, who doesn't care about anything, not even his own self. He just wants to be alone and always be on the move, to forget the past, the pain, the misery, and just move on!