Hey There!

Hey there! It’s me again. I just have one request, that you let go of my mind. I don’t know why but it seems that you control my mind now cos I can’t stop thinking about you. Yes, I like, no, love you very much and I admit that, but I also know that there’s no way I can have someone like you. I know my chances of that happening are zero so I’ve already put that away. But I can’t stop thinking about you. The more I try to fight back, the more it grows, which is hard for me. 

I know that you don’t like me, that you have your heart set for someone else, and I accept that. I look at you guys and I’m filled with jealousy because you look so good together. I have accepted defeat, cos there’s no way I’ll win against a guy like that. The only thing I want, is to always see that beautiful smile on your face. You two are meant to be and I accept that.

But the rate at which you’re always in my mind is too much for me to handle it. I can’t even think properly anymore, even the words to type this isn’t coming. Oh God! Your beautiful face is always on my mind, every time. I always show a faint smile whenever it comes. And I’m overjoyed when I actually see you. Now because of that, we don’t talk like we used to and it kinda hurts me.

When I see you, I want to say something but the words don’t come. It seems you shorten my speech every time I get close to you. 

You’re a good friend, and I wish we could be more than that but I know that’s also not happening because you don’t see my in that way, and your heart belongs to someone else. I wish you nothing but happiness, and I’ll always be there for you.

But I just have one request. Please let me go so I can bet free. Let go of mind, I’m begging you. I want to be free. I don’t wanna do something stupid one day, cos it always happens and I’m afraid to loose you. So please grant me this one request.

Thank you very much.

Your friend, Jamie.